It ain't over till it's over, that was our theme song, but alas it's over. Monday night was fucking amazing, from fenway to meeting Damon and Nomar at Sonsie, to Chocoalte connolis in the north end at 1AM, to Dim sum in chinatown and watching a former secretary of labr being hit on by a chinese hooker at 2:30AM, to all night bowling, to IHOP at 5, it was just a truly beautiful nightthat made me hope again, unfortunately the people of the bay state crushed that hope some 15 hours later as I watched, with tears in my eyes, someoine I came to think of as a second father, concede to shannon o'brien. I am not voting for her, she stands of none of my ideals, Bob can talk about unity all he watns, and I respect that, but I just will either write him in, or not vote for governor.

I may be moving up to Maine for a month to do field work on a campaign there, she'll loose but it's a job and I do believe in Pingree, always have, just not sure if I can stomach home for a month.

ADL interview went well I think, I REALLY want this job, I'd be good for it too but is' not up to me.

And the women they go round and round in the dating game. Kim: really funny, sweet and caring, tall, but always so busy and not jewish, Erica, cute, funny, sweet, jewish, but 30 and looking for marriage ASAP, Nicole, beautiful, southern belle, very genuinie, but a bit of a wild one, not sure i can keep up on oh so many levels, then there's Ali, she's worth the wait

Just got back from williams, I may be blind but G-D damn it route 2 is gorgeous out in the berkshires, I love Mike and joe but that tourney is always so busted "I'll take a squirrell and two bagles to judge my round please"

a day over 2 months, that's not so bad eh? Listen I made ALOT of mistakes this summer, and there is ALOT of news to catch up.

1. I have quit the Reich campaign, well ok so in July they fried me, then took me back, then I quit, once this election is over I am going to have ALOT to say, and I do regret that it is going to be over next week, for Bob at least.

2. My parents have chosen to call it quits, this is not a bad thing as some might expect, I am sorry to see it happen but it should have happened a long time, I love my mother dearly but my dad didn't deserve the abuse (emotional) he took for 29 years
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4. I am still looking for a new job, preferably in the non-profit sector though I am considering selling out to coroprate America, I have been offered a job with an ad firm, but there is a much better one with the ADL that I am wiaitng to hear on.

Going to Columbia Novice this weekend, will be good to see people who mean alot to me, and I plan to make my first pilgramiage to ground zero while I am there, today was shocking to me because it stuns me that's it's been 365 days already, that day will probably always feel like yesterday for many of us.

I'm getting closer with my little sis than I have ever been, we actually talk and stuff, iit's really nice to know that despite the petty BS we had frowing up, we are always going to be there for eachother.

Don't ask about the aparment, ACK!

When I am meant to be with her, whoever she is, I'll find her.