Well, so much for nina, look out world it's rant time....................

Why is it that, time after time, women decied to go back with the guys who treat them like nine kinds of ass? I let myself be open to her, to fall for her, and I was falling for her, I don't have any physical realtionship with someon I don't care about, and when I do I attach ALOT of emotions to it, I feel used, though I don't think she did that on purpose, I was a warm body, she need somone to make her feel loved, wanted, worthwhile, I was there, I AM SO TIRED OF BEING THE BESTFRIEND, OR THE SHOULDER TO LEAN ON, I AM WORTH LOVING AND NO ONE DOES G-D DAMN IT. I am sorry to seem so angry but this really hurts and it just keeps happening.nevermind, no one is reading this anyway, no one cares

Wow, United Leaders does do some really great work, we need more young people passionate about the power of positive politics, they don't have any job openings but perhaps I will be able to help as a member of the advisory board.

Geez, I hope that budget analyst job comes through because nothing else seems to be rearing it's head as a possiblity

What is this obsenssion with Halloween, maybe I am just too lazy to find/or too cheap to buy, a costume but I don't get the fascination.

Roommate oh roommate, where fort art thou roommate.

by the way, is anyone actually reading this thing, if so, email me to let me know it's worth updating

zimm719@yahoo.com

Well, I feel like my interview went really well, again no chickens before eggs as I am so often want to do, but I feel good about it, it'll be alot of work, but it's something I know I would love. The state house is a lot less intimidating on the inside than when you are standing at the end ob Boston Common looking up.

Had a good time at Deis last night, boy I am going to do everything I can to keep the family aspect of that team alive, minus the usual zimmerman family dysfunction

Lazy days of unemployment............. I have to adapt the Don Quixote attitude

the time has come for me to REACH THE UNREACHABLE STAR

welll, I seem to have a few job interviews lined up, I am making headway on the roommate issue, I had a really nice talk with Nina last night, I cleaned today, cooked last night, got a reasonable amount of sleep, my checks arrived at home in Maine, this is a good day, please G-d let this trend continue

I can't help but wonder what next tuesday will bring, shannon or Mitt, Dems holding the senate, gaining the house, who knows, but this election is going to have such a pround impact on us as a nation it's amazing, and two former Senators who were well respecterd coming back to carry the mantle for fallen commrades, it's something to watch

Deis tourney this weekend, going out there tonight to see the crew, good times

WHAT A LONG STRANGE TRIP IT CONTINUES TO BE.

Oh, one other thing, Senator Wellstone, thank you for everything you did, you were a personal hero and we all lost you way too soon, There will be more liberals out there, but you were one of a kind, and those of us who knew will never forget what you stood for, what you did, and who you spoke for may G-d keep you and those who perished with you safe, may He bring us another voice for the voiceless who is even half the person you were

Well I've been gone for a month, so much news, so much indeed.

Left Pingree for moral, and medical reasons, she may win, I hope she does, but I am not ok with negative politics, never have been, so I am now back in Boston looking desperately for a job, and a fourth roommate, if you have either for me, let me know.

I actually had to swallow my pride and file for unemployment, and because I quit they may not give it to me, blech!

One good thing came out of Maine, her name is nina, not putting any pressure on this, but we shall see, first gal I've ever brought home, first girl I've ever been caught with by my parents, NO, not like that get your mind out of the gutter, I am a gentleman damnit.

It's good to be back in Boston, it's where I belong, even if there seems to be nothing for me here either.